bucket list?

So I have been thinking about all kinds of stuff i would like to do and then it dawned on me. I should do this neat stuff before I make forty. So that's ten years from now but time does fly. Hopefully my family, boyfriend and friends can help make this happen.

1. Sequence Dance (I think this is correct)- I want me and my friends to all dance the same dance at a club like in the movies. Everyone knows that it's planned but how cool would that be. (plus i could learn how to dance)

2. Learn to drive a stick shift- Just because everyone should know how.

3. Visit all the parishes in Louisiana- I've been to all but sixteen but i would like to visit all of them and take a picture by the parish sign. Also I would like to visit something pretty popular there.

4. Visit every state- I can revisit the states I have been to already and visit the rest. When I visit those states, I would take a picture with the welcome sign and also visit something pretty popular or unique. (This is was suggested by Jasmond W and Subriena J)

5. Parasailing- Don't judge me! It just looks real neat being over the water but I am just unsure about the sharks waiting on me below. This may be one of the last things to complete (if it gets done at all).

6. Run a Race- I would like to run a race that is not to far (if you knew me then you would understand).

7. Take horse back riding lessons

8. Wear college shirts for a whole month- I have enough Southern and LSU shirts to wear for one month straight. I will proably have to do this in while in undergrad or during the summer.

9. Take a variety of dance classes- I have two left feet and just so happen to fall in love with a guy who is an awesome dancer. Dancing is actually part of the story of how we met. I would just like to one up him one day (hopefully when i get married).

10. The Day of the Dead in Mexico- Just sounds real interesting.

11. Meet Jenna Marbles- My coworker showed me one of her videos on you tube and I was hooked. They are so funny!

12. Watch a rocket launch 

13. Meet a President- This doesn't have to be the current president but it would be nice. I do not know how this would get done but I will have to figure out something (suggested by Chris M).

14. Visit Disney World- I would like to visit this magical place but probably with my nieces and nephews or my own kids one day. This would also help with #4 too. (suggested by Adaryl F)

15. Start a Daisy Troop from the beginning and stay with them until they graduate from high school- I really loved being a girl scout troop leader and this would be a neat way to do it again.

16. See a Drag Queen Show

17. Audition for a play- Growing up I really liked acting but once I got to college it was totally different. I still have the acting bug in me.

18. Write a book- I think I had a such an interesting life that it should be a book....well maybe not exactly all my life but some parts. Even if its a children's book, it's still a book.

19. Help a make a wish kid make their wish come true

20.Carnival in Brazile- Since I know what Mardi Gras looks like, I am sure Carnival will be awesome.

learn to be alone first

who wants to be alone? no one! everyone wants to have someone to be with but to have that special person, you first have to learn how to be alone. i know you're thinking that's crazy but if you are not comfortable at doing things along then how will u know what you like? i like to take myself shopping, have long walks by the river and just read of book. me, myself, and i are a perfect trio. even on the walk i let my dog be the fourth wheel because she cannot talk, so therefore she won't kill the mood. don't get me wrong i like the company of others, well not so many at one time. i think having someone of the opposite sex is great to have but how can they make you happy if you don't know what makes you happy. to me you need that alone time to collect your thoughts and just relax. if you find yourself always needing a buddy, pal or toy to keep you company then just think what are you doing. you are using a crutch and its not healthy. no i am not a doctor and can only speak for myself but it works for me. now being alone isn't always fun nor easy but just learning what you like will be good for you and whoever you meet. i'm going to end thing because i want to enjoy the rest of my alone time before my last class starts (and play on facebook)

Really?

so i want to say that some people really need to think and revaluate their living situations. dont think im looking down b/c im somewhat on the ground to but why would you bring another life into the world in a bad situation. you should have never married the low life from the beginning but you must have thought society would look at you in a better way. well you thought wrong. many people want to look at this whole teen mom show like its an eyesore for america but all these broken homes isnt helping. dont look down on some teenager who got knocked up when right around the corner there is some 20 something or 30 something doing the same thing. i managed to make it without a kid and no its not hard. one thing is to keep your freaking legs close unless you can manage a kid by yourself. if you know what you may get into, by all means go for it sister or brother. that's a risk that you will understand that can be taken. don't get me wrong i don't think single parent hood is horrible but for some people they could have avoided it at all cost. if you think this blog is about you then most likely its not. i would rather tell you to your face then let you read it online. to end this on a light note, i do give two thumbs up for all my single parent friends that are doing the right thing and being two people. i know it isn't hard at all times (my mom is a single parent) but then end is gonna be awesome. your child will understand when they get old enough to see who really sacrificed. i know that i cannot understand from the parent end and really hope to never experience it that way but just remember your real friends and family will be there for you. real people will want to be around you and your kid(s). real friends will want to make plans and give you enough time to find a babysitter. real friends will understand when you have to cancel b/c your kid is sick.

so you're brown...you're welcome

last time i looked in the mirror i see not only that i'm black but i have more curves than i've asked for. thanks God for giving me what other women want. really i want to give some of that goodness away. well atleast add it upstairs. like i'm the only one who doesnt want more ta ta's....so i wanted to start this blog b/c maybe i could reach another person and help them. well this person would have to find my blog. hey things are possible....i think if i work out like 2 times a day then i will loose the weight faster. why being skinny means so much. who is there to blame? i cannot blame the media but i blame myself. i secretly want to be skinny so i dont want to buy any more jeans! gaining weight = spending money....money i dont have since i went back to college. lets save that for another day. over & out!